The New Me..

More then a month since I last BLOG.
And months since we broke off.

Everything seem to be back to where I am, 2 yrs ago before I met u.
My LIFE is back.

But I would never be the same anymore.

I told myself, no matter wat, I had to walk out of the house looking pretty not Sloppy.
Consistency to upgrade myself to look even better and to be the admire of all guys and gals.

I had overcome and my HEART no longer ACHE.

I'm PROUD to say that I no longer CRY for him when I mention his name or even places that we once share together.

Whatever past had passed.
No point hanging on to it.

Finally, I had walk out of the ShaDOW, thanks to FAMILY and FRENs support.
I wont FALL again.
Life still carry on, but I wont be the same again.

The New mi...

It time to move on

I am Happy with what I have now...
It time to move on, I won't look back to my past again, no matter wat.

It hard for me to move out of this shadow, and i finally did.
Not completely, but at least i m trying very hard.

I had made the Decision

IT seem that you are selfish, thinking only about yourself.
But you are right in some other way.

I had make the decision and I will.
But this will leave a SCAR on mi till the day I die...
I hope you understand how I feel and it is not easy for me to come to a decision.

Should I or Should I not

Should I or Should I not

I don't know, I m confused and I cant really make any decision nw.

??????????

27 FEB 2009 / FRI

It was 5.30pm, rush off to catch a movie at The Cathay with WhyeWhye, Aida & Ms Volcano

Movie start at 7pm, a bit rush..
Had dinner at Pasta Mania @ PS.

And rush off to Cathay at 6.45pm.

It seem near but with people packed like sardine, the movement is damn show and it take us 10mins to walk to The Cathay.

Rush to the Popcorn counter to buy Nacho, Popcorn and drink.

Though rushing, the 4 of us seem to be enjoying,

I bought the couple seat. Coz the seat is more spacious. It seem every couple took the couple seat except us gals..

Haa.Haa.

We will teasing at WhyeWhye for seating next to an uncle, Aida still ask her not to lean on the wrong shouder...

Mine worst, I tot next to me is a empty seat, but who know after 30mins came a couple.

Damn freaking ANGRY...

The stupid FAT GUY was damn FAT, and his thigh cover almost half of my soft drink.

I purposly take up my drink n knock into him, but he got no feeling..

Skin too thick that Y...

Ms Volcano and Aida kip giggling ...

Then the stupid guy, hp ring, he took out his hp, and his elbow knock onto my elbow on the rest.

I use my elbow to knock him back.

Worst still..

When he send msg, the light was glazing at mi, he purposly tilt aside so that it does not shine on her gf but shine on mi...

I was damn FREAKING ANGRY.

And I say to Ms Volcano "Fucking Guy, what the hell he's doing using hp to shine at people"

That stupid fat guy, heard it and put his hp dwn immediately.

I duno i was watching the movie or just concentrating on that fat guy.



John Grogan's bestselling book about his Labrador retriever bounds onto the screen with MARLEY AND ME.

Owen Wilson and Jennifer Aniston star as a couple who adopts the badly behaved but much-loved dog. Oscar-winner Alan Arkin costars in this comedy from director David Frankel (THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA).

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Rating: 6/10A show that is watchable, coz i din really concentrate on the show, but when the dog die, it is the most TOUCHING Part.

WhyeWhye and Aida cried, but Ms Volcano and mi did not cry...

Ha..Ha...

Maybe we r not so emotion ba...

Show End about 9pm...

While in the train w Ms Volcano and Aida, 3 of us joke and LAUGH LOUDLY like nobody biz.

WhyeWhye took the NorthEast Line.

Both ask what exactly happen juz nw...

Then I juz say the Senario out only.

So engross, I jus talk n they LAUGHED.

Then I happen to mention about that FAT ANG MO GUY.

Then OOpsss...

Behind Aida standing another Ang Mo guy evesdropping on us.

He was smiling at us.

And I kip saying Stupid Fat ANG MO GUY.

It was damn EMBRASSING, I was BLUSHING...

Aida still wave to that ANG MO guy in the train.

And he did wave back to us...

He quite Good Looking except too old for one of us...

Too bad he cant share our joke anymore as he alight at Novena.

LOL.....

26 FEB 2009 / Thur...

Having Lunch @ Subway with WhyeWhye and Aida.
It was still early, and we had a walk.

Went to an acarde, and saw STITCH.
I want to catch it.

Da..Da...
There's come my STITCH.... with S$3 coin only.

With Courtesy with WhyeWhye and Aida S$1 coin each.

Was Greedy, wanted to catch more STITCH, but no coins le.
WhyeWhye and Aida sponsor me with S$1 coin. But duno hw much they sponsor, wanted to return to them, but they kip refusing.
Thank you WhyeWhye and Aida...

Oh yah, You guys must be wondering, why always WhyeWhye and Aida.
Coz they are my work kakis lar..

25FEB09 / WED

25FEB09 / WED

Today almost overslept, my ALARM CLOCK did not ring, but luckily I wake intime at 7am instead of the usual 6.45am morning call.

When i reach the office at 8.25am, went to the pantry to make a cup ofgreen tea, but notice my STITCH cup gone missing. I was looking high and low for it but could not find.

Immediately, I went to look for Aida and WhyeWhye and say.

ME: Must be u, take my cup hide.
Aida: "ACT BLUR" why mi... ???

Then I walk into the pantry again, like going to cry out le.

Then Aida walk in and open the cupboard where we kept all those guests cups and teapots.

There's my cup...

.... Stupid Aida, hide my cup since yesterday, and she waiting for mi to go to the pantry to make a cup of tea, but i did not.

Coz, everytime, after lunch, I will make myself a cup of tea, but I did not yesterday till this morning.

**Playing planks with mi***

I kip telling them I want to eat light meal, but in the end I eat more then them.


Elen lunching with us today.
Went to SingaporeFlyer for Lunch at "Popeye"

Haha..

WhyeWhye damn suan ku, like from Mountain.

But true enuf, it seem that we are all from the mountain side, braving thru the jungle trail, climbing up high n low to reach the Flyer.

LOL...

It was hot, take more then 10mins to walk but less then 15mins to reach.

We joked quited a lot while having lunch.

We laugh till we loss the appetite to finish our food, I m the first one to finish...

Hahaha..

Even faster then Elen.

Elen guessing our age... but in the end he got confused.

He's 35 this year, and he say that he is too protective of his sister even till now.

Then our tots was, your sister very young only...???

No no... he say.

My sister younger then mi 2 years only lah.

Chey...

We tots like more then 5 years.

Then jokingly, I say I younger then u by 10 years.

which make mi 25 this yr.

Hahaa.. LOL ...

Elen believe..

Then I say no lah, that is Aida age lah...

Then I ask him to guess how old m i??

His guess, 25 or 26 years..

Hahaa...

ME: In fact, i am 30 this year lah.
WhyeWhye: Yah, she dun look like her ager.

Then Elen believe I am 30.WhyeWhye & Aida giggling....

Then Elen believe again, I was 30 year old, coz whyewhye say i dun look my age,in fact, what whyewhye mean is i m 27 but dun look like 27, more younger...

LOL...

Then when I told Elen I was 27, he couldnt believe mi anymore. And told mi to make up my mind on how old exactly.

It was 1.15pm, slowly we walked back to the office, walking thru the jungle again.

When We are back in the office, Linda ask where did we go for lunch..

ME: Singapore flyer, "Popeye loh"
Linda: Huh???? got such place meh, serve what?
ME: U & WhyeWhye from mountain want leh..
Linda: What place, serve wat???
ME: A place that sell Popye food lah... "Spinach stuff", like SpinachJuice, Spinach pizza with Olive, Spinach burger loh..You can check on the net if you wan to.

LOL....

Giggling...

And she believe..